Grow Old
With this blade to my wrist, I can plainly see
All the trouble and pain that you cause me.
You live your life one fight at a time,
well thats not how I want to live mine.
I'm sick of going through this everyday.
You try to mold me but I'm just not clay.
I'm never going to be perfect for you,
So why do you even try?
I cant wait to grow old.
I cant wait to grow old and die.
You make me cant wait, cant wait to grow old.
You make me cant wait to grow old and die.
A bottle of aspirin is just a cry for help,
It doesnt take away the feelings I've felt.
I want a real escape from pain
like feeling your life flow out of your vein.
But even that is not a sure bet,
Because I've done it twice and havent died yet.
But maybe what I want is not really death,
bt to set my mind free from you.
As I sit in the shade, think of choices I've made.
Underneath this tree, thought of what I could be.
Had a plan for my life, try and do what was right.
The things that I've done, didnt make me have fun.
As I sit in the shade, think of choices I've made.
Underneath this tree, thought of what I could be.
Im greatful for everything I've got.
I should be happy but Im not.
