IMPOSTOR
I cry myself
to sleep everynight,
cause Im thinking about you.
And it hurts to know
that you are crying too.
Still I dream about the day
when we can be together.
Cause the memories will last forever.
I thought you were my friend.
But it turns out in the end,
you used me to get to her.
Your nothing but an impostor.
You cry yourself to sleep everynight,
cause your thinking about him.
And it hurts to know that hes so far away.
And still you dream about the day,
when you can be together.
Your heart kills you every day.
I cry
myself to sleep everynight,
cause i thought i loved you.
And it hurts to know that
I wasted my time with you.
Still I dream about the days
when we were together.
But I know I cant cry forever.
I used to think that I would find the woman I was in love with and be perfectly
happy with her forever. Anything she did was OK because I wanted to be with
her. I never stopped to think what she wanted. What was her point in life. When
one of my good friends went out with her, after we broke up, I thought that
he was the worst person in the world. How could he do this to me. When another
one of my friends did stuff with her I realized Two things. 1. I got fucked
up friends. 2. maybe her point in life is to be with many different guys. I
forever thought bad about her because of that until I thought, If thats what
she wants to do then why am I mad at her. It makes her happy and her priorities
were different than mine. After figuring that out I finally developed a friendship
with her again. Its not the end of the world when someone breaks up with you,
its just the start of the good memories coming back to you after its all said
and done.
