Mom and Dad told
me to leave and so I did,
Havent looked back ever since.
I dont care, no place to go, no friends to turn to.
No luck no home, all i remember is you
Dont want to ever leave you.
cant stand not seeing you.
All my thoughts are about you.
This is the last time Ill hurt you.
How could I be wrong about such a pretty face,
and how could you ever hurt me?
I never thought it would happen but it did
and I dont want to look back.
How could I be wrong about a pretty face?
How could knowing you be a disgrace?
How could you put me in this place?
How could you spit in my face?
Every time I see your face,
everytime I see your smile,
everytime I see your eyes
they make me glad that im alive.
Now that its all gone,
everythings been said,
sometimes I wish
I was already dead.
There are millions of people in the world wandering about with a grudge against
their parents. They hate their parents because their parents wont buy them
the car they desperately want, because their never home to make them their
dinner, or they just dont understand what its like to be a kid. So they turn
to outside sources for affection. Thinking that someone else could fill their
"Mommy or Daddy" role. So they find someone just like them, who is also looking
for the "Mommy or Daddy" figure. But that spot can not be filled. Well I know
that even though my dad left me, even though my mom was never home, even though
i had to walk 6 miles to school and work (heaven forbid anyone walk where
i went to school),it was all for the better. I had to look inside myself for
the feeling of family. I had to go about life without the help of others.
And I Am Glad.